Google is good, but God is better.
“Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart….” – Psalm 27:14
I was in the basement today doing some ironing (very 1950s of me apparently, as most of my friends say they don't even own irons) and, after the ironing, wondered about the best way to fold a round tablecloth to avoid wrinkles. Rather than using trial and error on the folding – and risking new wrinkles – I knew I could use Google. Google is an amazing place for me to find answers to questions like, "What's the best way to fold a round tablecloth to avoid wrinkles?" and "How do I hand-nail wood trim without leaving hammer dents?" (also for finding out they're not always called hammer dents but hammer "kisses"). Google's got the answers! Google is FAST! And using Google makes things easier! Well, sometimes….
There's this thought that popped in my head as I walked upstairs to the kitchen (with the round tablecloth, not yet folded, in my hands). It was a fleeting thought about patience. Questioning how we can work on becoming more patient in a world where everything spins fast, faster, fastest. Where questions that might once have caused us to problem-solve now send us to our phones and computers to find answers quickly. This thinking brought to mind a plaque that hangs in our utility/coat room (repainted "popcorn butter yellow" last year!); it belonged to my grandfather's mother, Ella Cleary, and is a very clunky-looking, store-bought rectangular plaque, manufactured to look old and now IS old. Not very decorative but hugely sentimental! The bible verse on it is Psalm 27:14, all about waiting.
But "waiting" in this verse isn't just about patience, according to ChatGPT, another online "go-to." Waiting means remaining faithful and obedient, holding steady. Waiting means just being WITH the Lord. Be waiting, yet searching and seeking and hoping and believing; wait in the context of trusting. Trusting, even when you don't yet have an answer. Life can be amazingly awesome and amazingly difficult. Messy in easy ways we clean with soap and water and messy in frightening ways that unravel our hearts. We search for answers to simple questions, and we search for answers to the complex "why" for problems and circumstances that could never be answered given millions of years. We so, so, so much want for all answers to come quickly, to provide that hopeful solution for every question. We want everything solved. We're running out of patience.
It's tough for me to give things over, to trust that I don't have to be anxious all the time about keeping life together, to solve every problem in a hurry. Bob often used these words in prayers and sermons, and they come back to me sometimes as I worry: "Ours is an accompanied journey." We're never alone when searching for information and meaning. Simple questions have easy answers, courtesy of Google. And difficult questions, even the unanswerable ones that cause late-night worry and early-morning tears, have the promise of God working to give us stronger hearts as we wait (hope/trust/believe!) on the Lord.
Prayer: Dear God, please make me patient, trusting, and less frightened in confusing times. Amen!
Jenneth Wright